Music Video for Moby's "After" Edited By BK Garceau

Hey, y'all!

Here is a music video that I had the pleasure of being a part of! It's a new Moby song called, "After." My wonderful friend, BK Garceau III edited it beautifully, so check out his other videos, too! If you have a Vimeo account, please comment on the video, too, because BK would enjoy some feedback. Thanks!

http://vimeo.com/23476133

MOBY - "AFTER" (Hello, Future) from BK Garceau, III on Vimeo.

God Bless America

Tonight, the world received the news that the United States killed Osama Bin Laden. What news! My first reaction was disbelief. It has been ten years since the brutal attack on our country, and I had lost hope that we would ever find him. My second reaction when I realized it was true was sadness. I found myself feeling sorry for him. Yes, he did terrible things and he deserved to be brought to justice, but I really wanted to hug him. I am one of those people that always believes in the good in people. I figure, if we show them enough love, they'll turn from wanting to hurt others. I know this may not always be true, but I'm sure it could help someone. My third reaction was a mixture of relief and wanting to celebrate. He is gone, and we'll not worry about him, again.

I do fear retaliation. I am not sure what that future will hold, but I know we'll meet it well. People may say that fairytales are not real and that they set us up for a fall. However, there is one concept that is always right and true. That good will prevail. He is good and He will prevail.

I love the United States and what we stand for, and I am glad good people are willing to fight to keep us safe. I am glad we are a country founded under God.

God Bless America.

Bishop of London's Sermon

The Bishop of London wrote a really powerful speech for the Royal Wedding of Prince William and Kate Middleton, and I wanted to share.

Written transcript of the Bishop of London's speech:

http://www.officialroyalwedding2011.org/blog/2011/April/29/The-Bishop-of-London-s-Sermon

Video of the Bishop of London's sermon:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l1vh-zWt9h8

End of April Update

Hello! I know it's been FOREVER since I've written. My grandpa gently reminded me of that today. :) I know it's because I've nothing really new to report in regards to career or jobs. I might have a waitressing job. I'm told the hiring manager really liked me, but things are for some reason being held up on the corporate side. I'm working on giving out fliers to start giving clarinet lessons. I know I'll love that. I have missed playing so much. Also, I am planning on registering with a nannying agency. You may be wondering, "Why all of these jobs? Why not a normal one?" Well, believe me, the practical side of me is screaming at the prospect of these types of jobs because they're not stable. However, the heart of me knows these jobs are what I need because they're flexible enough to work with auditions and other entertainment industry appointments.

As far as stepping stones to my career...

I am trying to organize when to get my headshots done. My hair is not the length, style, and possibly color that I want right now...And to spend good money on headshots requires that I at least have the style and color right. Currently, I am working on that decision. Also, another investment I am making is singing lessons. I LOVE to sing. So much. I love it more than any activity in this world. I so look forward to going to heaven and sing in God's choir. Meanwhile, here on earth, I want to hone and use the talent He's given me to make people smile.

On the emotional front...

Not having a stable job is hard. I work demos every once in a while at grocery stores, but it's quite sporadic. I do get down sometimes because I don't have a set income or schedule, but I'm learning to accept this is where God needs me right now, and I just have to keep trying. He will provide. I did defer two of my school loan payments for six months, so that's helped me feel a little more at ease.

What's fun?

Last week, I went to Malibu for an hour. It was gorgeous to watch the sun go down, but I went when it was a wee bit nippy out, so that was an experience. On the drive home at night on the PCH, I could see Santa Monica Pier all lit up. It looked so beautiful. It's just those little things that make me smile. Yesterday morning, my friend, N, and I hosted a very cheery party for the Royal Wedding. We even dressed for the occasion, him in a suit with some snazzy shoes, and me in a dress with matching high heels. Five hours of broadcasting, a wedding, British accents (Yes, us too!), British cookies, a spot of tea, a brilliant sermon, Kate's marvelous dress, William and Harry nervous before the ceremony, and two balcony kisses--All add up to a perfect evening--er, morning, I mean. :) In honor of watching such a joyous occasion, history in the making, I've included a picture of the happy couple.

All in all, I am extremely happy to be out here, though I do get homesick at moments. I do miss the smell of Texas and my family, but God is adamant--This is my home, now, and I am happy to serve Him.

Stay Strong

Hello! I know I'm always writing late at night, but that's when I feel the most open and inspired. :)

Anyone who knows me knows I'm OBSESSED with the Disney Channel. I think it's because of all of the positive messages that they promote in their shows and music. "Believe in yourself." "Never lose hope." "Chase your dreams." Right now, the big one is "Stay Strong," popularized by Demi Lovato. So simple, you've heard it before, but I love it. Two words that are so simple yet mean so much. They encompass all that the Disney Channel stands for with the previous messages above. In LA, it is difficult to keep "sane," for lack of a better word. There are all of these people who are telling you who to be and what to do, money seems to take the cake more than art, and people are literally selling their souls for little tidbits of "success." It is important to remember to "Stay Strong" in the face of these things. It is important to remember what's more important than "success" as defined by Hollywood, and who we're living for: HIM. He will keep us sane. He will fight our battles. He will give us strength to do what He needs us to do for His glory.

I felt the need to say all of that to remind myself and others what we're here for. :)

All Is Well

Good morning! I feel at peace right now. I've been in a funk lately about finding a job and where I'm going in life---Something a lot of people, especially those my age, can relate to right now I'm sure. Things have been going well at my internship. I learn new things every day about how the process of casting works and what agents are looking for in actors (though that last one is still a little gray area to me).

I've been looking for paying jobs to supplement my living here. First, a few weeks ago I applied to five different Starbucks, but none were initially hiring. Second, I looked in retail, and it is a tough market, guys. I happened to walk into a store that was having open interviews, and there were at least fifteen of us there for the same position. We waited for an hour (Some people waited longer.), and on top of that, they had group interviews which I'd never experienced before. My next venture is going to be food service. I plan to walk into a lot of establishments and see if they're hiring night waitresses. I figure I need to work at night so I can have my days free to go to auditions, and I'll sleep somewhere in there. Haha. Also, as an added money-maker, I'm going to hopefully be able to give clarinet lessons to beginners in the area, and maybe do some nannying. We'll see!

As far as acting career stuff goes, I'm still reading my book that I mentioned in my last post, trying to extract every bit of useful information so I can plan my career as much as possible---Or as much as an actor really can. I've signed on with www.actorsaccess.com, and plan to pay the yearly fee where I can submit myself for auditions that come up. And, as always, I continue to watch actor interview videos to gain as many perspectives on the craft as possible.

I mentioned I am feeling at peace at the beginning of this, so I want to get back to that. Every time I get in a rut about things and think I cannot figure things out, I have to remember something. Maybe it's useful for other people, too, but when I get in that frustrated state I just have to remember one simple concept: God is in control. He is in control and no one else. As long as I am going down the right path, living my life according to His will, and feeding my soul with His voice, I am well. I have a lot of college debt, and rent is expensive, but He will provide. He loves us more than any of His creations---We are His masterpiece, and He will take care of us. We are well.

Blessings!

Ch-ch-ch-changes!

Here's a new update! Sorry it's been so long! Enjoy!